today was pretty...
unsure...
it was whole lot of mixed up emotions...
din work out too well for me too day...
started off pretty dozey...
was tryna concentrate on bio...
ended up just staring into space...
common test was pretty easy...
staring wasnt a factor pulling my marks down...
during recess...
i felt kinda misfitted again...
there's this someone...
who makes me hate myself...
i dunno if she knows it or not...
im not gonna name her...
it might break her heart...
that spoilt my mood...
then comes spencer...
he owes me money...
he's got me real mad...
so mad that it was obvious...
even jerome could tell...
he was like "hazell angry..." to mathew...
most of my day...
just got ruined...
during maths...
michelle ang and i...
we were talking abt the way i felt...
she ended up crying...
and so did i...
during tc...
i suddenly felt alot better...
i think it was jaline...
we were suppose to make good-luck notes for sec 4s...
and she helped me out...
and made me feel alot better...
after leaving sch...
i saw spencer going home with crush #1...
havent seen crush #2 around...
but i left a special shoutout to him on the good-luck note...
today just felt...
pretty mixed up...
looking forward to a better tmr...
- Hazell Ray