these few days...
i just feel like i never fit in...
even though i have my own clique...
i just never seem to click in with em...
i feel like a real misfit...
my clique help cheer me up with a card...
but sadly it din work...
what can i say?!!
sometimes...
i just wish everyone was like me...
and we'd be the perfect clique..
but that's never gonna happen...
my friends treat me like crap..
or so i feel.
those who care total up to numbers below 10...
that's how trashed up my friendship with them is...
sometimes...
maybe being all alone would be better...
maybe i should turn to home schooling...
hire my own home teacher...
do what i want..
start my acting career...
and just totally forget about my friends...
if only i never had friends ever...
if only i never had to deal with crap like this...
I NEVER FIT IN!!!
AND IT SUCKS!!!
I HATE MY FRIENDS!!!
I HATE THEM ALL!!!
MY BLUETACK HAS HER BANANA!!!
SHE DUN NEED ME!!!
MY CLIQUE BEHAVES LIKE IM INVISIBLE!!!
THEY DUN NEED ME!!!
THE REST DUN NEED ME!!!
NO ONE NEEDS CHARLI!!!
EVEN TODAY...
FOR NATIONAL DAY...
CHAIRMEN AND VICES WERE APPAOINTED..
N I WASNT ONE OF THEM..
Y???
CZ THEY DUN NEED ME!!!!
NO ONE NEEDS ME!!!
I FEET LIKE TOTAL CRAP..
DAMN BLOODY FRIENDS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!!!!
IM NOT A PIECE OF PAPER..
NOT A PIECE OF WOOD!!!
STILL...
IM TREATED SO!!!!
CHARLI HATES HER LIFE!!!
CHARLI HATES HER FRIENDS!!!!
:(............. :(........... :(............... :(............... :(....................
- Hazell Ray