Tuesday, March 25, 2008

how blutack... and why bluetack?!!

this seems crazy...
but i dunno exactly why myself...
but here's how...

i dunno how it started...
but right after we did...
i started drawing these pictures...
it was like...
2 palms- one jaline's, the other mine...
in between is this ball - the bluetack...
n then i stared drawing other body parts like legs,shoulder and even head!!!

on the way home...
we were talking abt the things we like...
and almost everything we like are the same things...
#white roses#green
#wanna dance
#wanna model
n we both think joakim gomez is cool!!!
almost every of our interest is the same!!!

so thats how...
n the part where i listed our interest...
that's part of the why...

so jaline n charli...
BLUETACKED FOR LIFE!!!

- Hazell Ray
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Monday, March 24, 2008

i walk a lonely raod...

today was pretty much...
invisible...
it felt terrible!!!

in the morning...
jaline got a lil put off by smthtn....
so kept asking her if she was ok...
but she kept nodding only...
and she didn't look like she was alright at all...
it made me feel like an idiot...
she looked like she hated me...
so the rest of the time i din say anything...

after recess...
kady, jaline, weiping, ee shan and talia...
went up to english class without me...
and i was sitting with them in the canteen!!!
just that i was at the toilet when they were leaving...
like they ignored me!!!
as if the really hate me or smthn!!!
nicholas ang met me when i was going back into the canteen from the toilet...
he accompanied me the whole way...
with no one else...

outside mdm lam's classroom...
all of us were waiting to get it...
the class before us was 111...
many of my drama junes are from there...
kristin [karesia's sis] saw me...
she said hi...
and she asked me y i so lonely...
u poor lonely girl...
when she called me that...
it struck me...

i'm always alone!!!
i can nv depend on my friends...
when always depend on me...
[they making use of me!!!]

this botheres me...
today after coming home from the library...
i sat in my toilet for a solid half an hour...
crying...

stupid me..
i thought my friends were my life..
but i was wrong...
friends may be friends....
but they may nv be for life...
friendships dont always mean what u think they do...

- Hazell Ray
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Saturday, March 22, 2008

it feels like holy spirit!!!

on thurday...
my family head down to church for the maundi thursday service...
my brother was serving so we all went down an hour early....

after mass we went back home for a fast dinner...
picked up raj annae and uncle joe...
then we started our church visiting...
#1 holy spirit church
#2 novena church
#3 st ignatuis
#4 sacred heart church
#5 st bernadette
if i'm not wrong.. we went to st theresa's too.

at the various churches...
i prayed for ...
#1 jaline's family
#2 eeshan's mood swings
#3 fadilah
#4 my emo cousin who's drifting away from god [and from me]
#5 my family

so yea...
i know that with god all things are possible...
n there's been an emotional problem in these people...
and i want them to feel better...
so i prayed specially for them...

- Hazell Ray
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

4 minutes...tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock

if you're out of town...
all you got is four minutes...
what would you do?!

if the world were to die in four minutes...
and only a true hero can save us...
would you be that hero?!
i didn't realise how important this was...
until i listened to the madonna song, 4 minutes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FR2Z_Tp0IOo&NR=1

there's so much problem!!!
global warming...
unusual winds...
crazy weather...
the main one here...
i think..
is global warming...

we can all be that special hero n do our part to save the world...
four minutes should do just the trick...
well.. that is if everyone plays a part...
further more...
it's not alot...
4 minutes is a very small fraction of the day.
n if everybody makes an effort...
we'll make our environment a safer place to live in...

so all u guys reading this....
start being that hero...
be him TODAY!!!

- Hazell Ray
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Friday, March 14, 2008

this you gotta see!!!

i was just browsing...
when i came across this video...
i kept laughing my head off!!!

3 yrs ago...
my elder younger brother ( turning 13 this yr )...
went crazy over drums!!!
we couldn't afford a real set...
or atleast there was no place to put it if we had one...
my brother is very creative...
he used to make things out of cardbaord...
he actually made a 3d car..
with the door u can open and everything..
an electric guitar...
n in this case...
a set of drums...

his idol - Travis Barker from the band Blink 182...
i had no idea he actually video taped himself...
playing on his home-made drums...

HIS DRUMS ARE MADE OF...
#1 Cardboard
#2 metal plates
#3 chairs
#4 a circular side table

my brother is AMAZING!!!
n what he's done is AMAZING!!!
check it out.






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so someone out there does know!

just when i thought this unending rain couldn't stop...
i just had to watch the news last night....
n i found out that there was a reason!!!
some wind had pushed the clouds over the
pacific ocean over to southeast asia...
thats what's caused the non-stop raining..
those ppl also predicted that there'l be no rain today...
and the predict good!!!
there was NO rain today!!!

thats a good thing coz i had a course today at evergreen sec..
i was almost late yesterday!!!
n today ..
i was the first to reach!!!
[left my house at 1pm each day]
after the course ended yesterday...
two buses came and left...
and everyone tried to squeeze in till there was no space!!!
n in the end took a cab down to woodlands mrt station...
it gets kinda hungry waiting...
so i took no chances...
i thought the train wouldn't be as packed...
but even the train was crowded!!!
at the bustop at the mrt station everyone was waiting under the shelter...
and it was so squeezy!!!
n the bus was too!!!
it took me 2 hours to get home!!!
n today..
it took me less than 1 hour to get home...

so u see the difference?!!
rain brings gloom...
n a lil bit of sunshine does it.

- Hazell Ray
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008

this GEO sucks!!!!!

i dun get this whole Geo thing!!!
the telepathy of earth....
is just not understandable!!!

what the-?!!
it rained Monday....
it rained yesterday...
n it's raining again today!!!

it's terribly heavy!!!
and the rain doesn't stop till hours later!!!
this means....
almost no sun at all!!!!
then how is it possible that evaporation contributes to this?!!

i don't get a thing that's going on!!!
someone ... pls tell me!!!
i dun think anyone can!!!
nobody would be able to explain such weird conditions of the earth!!!

oh boy...
*sigh*
beats me....

- Hazell Ray
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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

guess it aint all that bad

yesterday...
i set off at 7 in the morning...
had a tamil camp...
wasnt excited at all...
the fact was...
i wasn't even look forward to it!!!

i took my tamil teachers word...
attented the camp...
and found it lotsa fun!!!
that was wierd coz tamil - totally not my thing!!!

there was a dance competition...
a group of guys from yishun secondary took part...
n they won!!!
but that's because they had an X factor.
no one else did..
there was that smthn that outshined them.

so i guess..
my monday wasn't wasted...
day well-spent!

- Hazell Ray
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

" SO STUPATE!!!"

Ivy is really funny!!!
she's got this very unique way of talking...
n it makes me laugh always!!!

#1
when she says 'want'...
she actually emphasizes on the 'T' sound...
n we usually dun pronounce the 'T' at the end...

#2
when she says so stupid...
it's sounds like...
" so stupate!!!"
lols!!!

#3
the way she greets you...
we people go ... HAI.
Ivy goes ... HA-YEE!!!
thats the funniest!!!

she's damn funny!!!
but hey...
it's her way of talking and it's special and unique...
so be it...

[ivy if ur reading this...
i want u to know...
that...
ur talking's awesome!!!]

- Hazell Ray


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Sunday, March 2, 2008

[ me + 24 hours] - food = sacrifice

this weekend...
was the weekend when youths from everywhere...
came together to fast for the poor...
[ ME + 24 hours ] - FOOD = sacrifice...

yesterday ard 1.20...
met Talia then together...
we head to CHIJ - Toa payoh...
took a while to get there..
got kinda lost...
but ppl ard gave us directions...
so in the end...
we found our way...

at CHIJ - TP...
we saw carrie..
i learnt that her name was...
CARRIE-ANNE...
met her and her brother...

at 3.00 sharp...
we pledged to fast for 24 hours...
wasn't too bad coz we had lotsa activities going on...
didn't feel hungry one bit!!!

we learnt 3 new songs...
#1 - trading my sorrows
#2 - i wanna see jesus lifted high
#3 - Everyday
the songs are so fun!!!
we actually did actions and danced to em...

3 ppl spoke to us as well...
first up was mr Augustine from the catholic youth movement...
he told us abt how we can make a difference...
when we ask christ to help someone...
the next one was clement - an ex-convict...
in his early days...
he's been in and out of jail...
he had a very serious ear damage..
doctors told him that only a surgery would save him...
clement nv really believed in god...
until he gave it a shot n asked god to heal it for him...
true enough...
it happened...
miraculous...
with the help of god!!!

they showed us 2 videos..
first one was abt the burmists monks going on silent protest...
so many were killed!!!
the other was abt ppl in Philippines...
they sleep in cardbaord boxes...
and live on the rich's rubbish...
absolutely sad to see them live in such poverty...
so we...
the youths...
prayed for these people...
that their lifestyle could change...
that they would have more justice...

after all that..
some time ard 9.30 pm...
we had a confession service..
Talia started crying..
i dunno y..
n i felt bad because i didn't try to comfort her..
after sometime..
she calmed down...

this morning...
we packed food into plastic bags...
then hhead down to the elderly residents' block...
the one room flats...
we went to a few units n distributed the food to the elderly...
they were very happy when they saw us...
these ppl's children have left them all alone...
how thoughtless!!!
it's up to us to make a differnce!!!

we ended our fast with sunday mass...
father David came down...
and conducted the service for us...
right after that ..
the whole lot of us head down to the canteen for photo taking and lunch!!!
n there's where it all ended...


Trading My Sorrows

I'M TRADING MY SORROWS
I'M TRADING MY SHAME
I'M LAYING EM DOWN
FOR THE JOY OF THE LORD!!!

YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
AMEN!!!

I'M TRADING MY SICKNESS
I'M TRADING MY PAIN
I'M LAYING EM DOWN
FOR THE JOY OF THE LORD!!!

YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD!!!
AMEN!!!


GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!!!
ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!!!

- Hazell Ray


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you're the one

Im short...
i smile alot...
im kinda dark...
im nuts abt clothes...
im simply amazing!
got a problem?!!
*that's not possible*
so tag before you leave,yea?

lotsa love,
Charli Brown =)

All that Charli

Hazell Ray
female,14

i long to be a model...
pretty suit it but no time to look for such part time job.

love green!!!

i wanna start an acting career...

alot da people ask me about ma extra "L"....
my name MEANS PROTECTED BY GOD...
without the extra "L"......
ITS NOT THE SAME MEANING..

i love myself....[i'm sayin it again] i love myself
i've got lotsa ego
n i ain't loosin it.

i'm the nicest u'd ever meet too.
it speaks clearly...
i'm too nice for a police woman..
too afraid to break the rules..

i'm a catholic soul...
part of maranatha prayer ministry
totally love being one...
love everything about it....
i've got great friends...
and a great family...
im a pretty happy person..
n i smile alot... =D

life is a highway...
it's not that i wanna ride it all night long...
its because i gotta...
God bless!!!

Charli Brown a.k.a Hazell Ray



can't help but wait

# MY OWN CAMERA!!!
# MONEH!!! $$$
# CLOTHES!!!
# MODELING!!!
# ACTING!!!
# GIBSON DARK FIRE GUITAR!!!
# BIRTHDAY BASH!!!

trace of the memories

: *humph*
: if only...
: damn it!
: ouch!!!
: Dear ami ang!
: charli turned 15 on the 15th!!!
: i wonder....
: she lent me her shoes...
: in particular....
: SCHOOL SUCKS!!

the cherished moments

March 2009
February 2009
January 2009
December 2008
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
August 2008
July 2008
June 2008
May 2008
April 2008
March 2008
February 2008
January 2008
December 2007
November 2007
October 2007

1st Year Tic-Tacs ;]


Faye
Michelle Ang
Huishan
Jamie
Eeshan
Melissa
Syaffy
Jaline
Talia
Kady
Michelle
Fadilah
Muiping
WeiPing
Mira
Em
Wenrong
Huiling
Adeline
Cassandra
Gloria
Kityee
Chancery
2owhh3
vernita
Lovejinxed

Older and Wise

Afiqah
Asraf
huiwen
Sufaizah
Priya
Theresa

All Those Junes

Sandy
Kristin
Angela

Call em' Holy

Hilary
Jacinta
Carrie
Joakim
Addison
Amelia
Amanda Lek
Ben Long
Rachael Wong
Gerard Lim
Sean Chew
Leonard
Rachael Er
Alvin


Men in Uniform

Shyai
Matthew
Andy
Justin
Jonas
Iky
Mustaqim
Galvin
Zhihong
Nicholas
Kenny
Andrew

6th Year classmates

Alvina
Bethanie
Sarah
Deepa
Bernice
Peiwen
Nicolette
Priya

tagg me!