Wednesday, January 28, 2009
it's official...
there is NO MORE BLUETACK!
but why are we still so nice to each other?
well yup...
u can see the distance..
and u can feel the distance...
but i still smile at her and vice versa...
she lent me her shoes...
i never expected it...
shouldnt we like not care abt each other?
and try to move out of the atmosphere...
but instead we let the bad karma fill in between...
i dun really get what's going on...
im not part of their chew family...
and to be honest...
im not ok with it...
i feel like im being thrown out...
but i tolerate cz ive got other things to be happy about...
and it's the faith that keeps me going...
the hope that it will all be fine...
for every minute im angry i lose 60 seconds of happiness...
i don't think anyone can help me...
but if your're reading this and think u can...
pls do.
i dun want this stupid clique crisis to affect my life...
yup...
they see me smiling...
but what's really behind the smile?
only those who are wise enough to look beyond that will know...
-Hazell Ray
Sunday, January 18, 2009
my favourite actress in particular...
LINDSAY LOHAN
my favourite colour in particular...
GREEN
my favourite camera (at the moment) in particular...
SONY CYBERSHOT T-77
my favourite album in particular...
BRITNEY SPEARS' BLACKOUT
my favourite american pop and R&B singer in pariticular...
CHRISTINA AGUILERA
my favourite hang out spot in particular...
TOILET
my ambition in particular...
ACTRESS
the alternative in particular...
MODEL/CHOREOGRAPHER/FASHION CONSULTANT
what i go shopping crazy over in particular...
CLOTHES
one thing i hate wearing in partcular...
MAKE-UP
my greatest asset in particular...
BILLION DOLLAR SMILE
my style in particular...
COVER THE ARMS AND SHOW THE LEGS...
one brit i go crazy over in particular...
AARON JOHNSON
the oldest thing i have in particular...
MY (PUNISHMENT) HANDPHONE
one thing il die to do in particular...
GO TO AMERICA TO ACT/MEET TYRA BANKS
what makes ppl think im mad in particular...
MY 3 MEMORY BOXES
my favourite line in particular...
IT'S ALL GONNA BE ALRIGHT!
yup...
in particular...
ive been going thru a few 'moments of my life'...
but it's all gonna be alright!
in particular...
IM GONNA BE FINE!
-Hazell Ray
Friday, January 2, 2009
I used to just tell myself...
that my sch was a good school...
and that it's getting better...
no matter how lowsy it seemed...
until today...
i hate my school!!!
it's got totally polluted atmosphere!!!
polluted by chicken brained people...
and lots of negativity...
that actually came for my principal,VP and DM...
those ppl want us to change...
but we cant with all this negativity being thrown in our faces!!!
they compare us to other schools...
and say that our school isnt good enough...
they keep saying we are this..we are that...
but never mentioned what we could be...
if they say what they want..
they will get what they want!
and only positively good!
i want my sch to be better...
and my principal, VP, DM and teachers...
to speak what they want...
and with positivity and belief in their words...
and many of the students in my sch have chicken brains!!!
they make life in sch even worse!!!
they should better start living normal...
or i will get out of that school...
and put myself in a better environment!!!
-Hazell Ray